Guess you have tried many ways..

One day I wrote a letter to the school administration over my failed part in dealing with the mess I got my self into, guess what there were never positive responses then this took me over two(2) years to resolve, I was involved in a dubious activity which most people who lead me or  should I say they persuaded me and I liked it, after all my struggle I realised that that part isn't going to take me into being who I see myself being, remember nobody cares about you until you succeed.

I understand you have gone through many trials in life either in your relationship, career, businesses, academics, life isn't fair some will say, but nothing good comes easy but the most important thing is that the point you choose to give up; there ends all your effort and you maybe seen as a failure that for sure I know many people will call you.  I have made many mistakes in both my academic, careers and I never gave up and the most amazing thing is that I am happy for those people  who gave up on me, if they hadn't I don't think  I will have any to prove wrong, do I even need to prove anybody wrong, but I don't think I would have taking those successful steps. We must encourage ourselves, Dr. Nelson Mandela lived 95years and spent 27years in prison within those period his fight for freedom never died, we kill our dreams. It doesn't matter where you are coming from but your end point shows where you are going to, I know if it were meant to be us spending such years in prison I don't think we will survive it, I also think and perhaps know many of us are prisoners of our dreams, no wonder many great dreamers are laid in the grave yard, many unfulfilled dreams unconsciously going to the grave yard every day, the day you give up on your dreams, goals, aspirations that's the day your long walk to slavery started. I know you won't give up because i believe in you, since Dr. Ben Carson, Dr. Nelson Mandela and Rotr. Ben Emeka didn't give up, don't give up.

Try many ways, if you fail try again, if you fail try more, and if you fail never give up.

because failure +persistence+ perseverance = Success.

Osondu chukwuemeka Benedict.

You will succeed, I believe in you.